it gave me something to do for hours because there was always more pictures to look at or videos to watch or fic to read. i didn't have to live in my head because it was constantly full of this stuff.
it's sort of sad how attached i am to a certain rookie but he was the first person i noticed after some deaths in my family and so my feelings about him are all tied up with that and i wish i could just stan him normally :( but i'm rambling lol
maybe it'd be good to separate your feelings from him and try to face them separately? once you're ready of course :c just so you won't feel so fiercely and personally attached to him.
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(Anonymous) 2012-10-20 02:16 am (UTC)(link)it's sort of sad how attached i am to a certain rookie but he was the first person i noticed after some deaths in my family and so my feelings about him are all tied up with that and i wish i could just stan him normally :( but i'm rambling lol
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