fact: kim taeyeon loathes airports. that's not new to anyone who has actually seen her (or pictures of her) at airports.
but what they don't know is that taeyeon doesn't actually loathe airports. it's what they stand for that she hates, which is:
she hates travelling all the time, forced to compact her life into series of flights (2 hours, 6 hours, 16 hours, the rest of her being) that never seem to end and all she ends up with is horrible jetlag and greasy hair and that gnawing anxiety in her chest when she thinks about flying (she tries not to, not anymore).
she hates the sinking sensation in her belly as the plane rises from the ground; she holds on to tiffany, who's had enough experience by now to have taeyeon's favorite gum tucked in all her different bags, so that she's prepared even if they're sent to the airport without any real notice in advance. (it's hard to say so out loud, but privately she admits that she can't imagine a life without her)
she hates the immaculate appearances of the stewardesses; she knows it's a requirement for them to keep their jobs, but for her, she feels inadequate next to them whenever she just can't be bothered to actually dress up to the label of being the nation's girlgroup. (sometimes she tries, most of the time being times where she doesn't try at all)
it's hard to recover from all that in the passing minutes between touchdown and walking out to the horde of adoring fans. each time it feels like there's barely any difference wherever she goes to and all these cities just end up blurring the lines with people who think they own pieces of her and people whom she actually loves. (one day, she promises herself, it isn't going to be hi, my name is taeyeon, i'm glad to be here and it'll just be fuck, i can't do this anymore.)
snsd; taeyeon-centric - prompt #1
(Anonymous) 2012-12-15 04:10 pm (UTC)(link)fact: kim taeyeon loathes airports. that's not new to anyone who has actually seen her (or pictures of her) at airports.
but what they don't know is that taeyeon doesn't actually loathe airports. it's what they stand for that she hates, which is:
she hates travelling all the time, forced to compact her life into series of flights (2 hours, 6 hours, 16 hours, the rest of her being) that never seem to end and all she ends up with is horrible jetlag and greasy hair and that gnawing anxiety in her chest when she thinks about flying (she tries not to, not anymore).
she hates the sinking sensation in her belly as the plane rises from the ground; she holds on to tiffany, who's had enough experience by now to have taeyeon's favorite gum tucked in all her different bags, so that she's prepared even if they're sent to the airport without any real notice in advance. (it's hard to say so out loud, but privately she admits that she can't imagine a life without her)
she hates the immaculate appearances of the stewardesses; she knows it's a requirement for them to keep their jobs, but for her, she feels inadequate next to them whenever she just can't be bothered to actually dress up to the label of being the nation's girlgroup. (sometimes she tries, most of the time being times where she doesn't try at all)
it's hard to recover from all that in the passing minutes between touchdown and walking out to the horde of adoring fans. each time it feels like there's barely any difference wherever she goes to and all these cities just end up blurring the lines with people who think they own pieces of her and people whom she actually loves. (one day, she promises herself, it isn't going to be hi, my name is taeyeon, i'm glad to be here and it'll just be fuck, i can't do this anymore.)
Re: snsd; taeyeon-centric - prompt #1
(Anonymous) 2012-12-15 05:07 pm (UTC)(link)Re: snsd; taeyeon-centric - prompt #1
(Anonymous) 2012-12-15 06:26 pm (UTC)(link)