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[(Anonymous)]

both like each other, i don't really want to come out to my family, it's been going on for years, and now she's going to be away for four months but that's kind of ancillary to it all because she'll be back and i'll still be as hopelessly in love as i have been for the past few years.

[(Anonymous)]

oh. hmm. so you want to be with her but not really, because of family (and friends, i assume)?

[(Anonymous)]

family ):

also i'm not very brave and i know a lot of really homophobic people so...

[(Anonymous)]

you could always try to change and dgaf about what others think, but that's really hard and it's a long process, haha (going through it right now and it's scary as poop seeing other people, but then i think—we probably won't even see each other after graduation, so who cares?)

have you talked with her about how you feel in regards to coming out?

[(Anonymous)]

yeah, but i feel a lot of responsibility to get married and have a kid etc etc because that's what i've always assumed i'll do and it's not like i'm opposed to it? i honestly act like i don't care most of the time and am pretty casual about it but ):

noooooooooooooooo. i don't think i've ever said "by the way i'm bisexual" to her before i've just never hid it either haha ;; every now and then i feel like MAYBE i could date her and MAYBE it would work out but i feel like it would never be long term and permanent and she deserves someone who is so much better than me

[(Anonymous)]

ah ;; we're like completely different in that sense lmao i'm the kind of girl who's like "yeah, i'll go out and live my dream of being an artist and exploring the world and i won't ever settle down!!" despite constant pressure from my mom and her "you're gonna grow up and marry a rich man and have 2.5 kids and work a 9 to 5 job"

the way i see it is you can be with her now and see where it goes, or you can let it pass and hopefully never see this part of your life as something you immensely regret and filled with constant "what if's";;