i know this is kind of beating a dead horse but i have been thinking!! what if iu and eunhyuk has already broken up?! since the picture is obviously from this summer (you can see it on her hairstyle)... :O
words 11. “Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much. ― Oscar Wilde 12. “Yeah, tell me I’m a bottle of single malt scotch, she thought. That’s the way to my heart.” ― L.J. Smith 13. “My fear of abandonment is exceeded only by my terror of intimacy.” ― Ethlie Ann Vare 14. Your mouth waters stretched out on my bed your fingers are trembling and your heart is heavy and red and your head is bent back and your back is arched my hand is under there holding you up - Drive by Melissa Ferrick. 15. i just lost my virginity for the 9th time. when will guys stop believing that nonsense line 16. And in the end, the love you take is equal to the love you make. - The Beatles 17. Fear is the lock and laughter the key to your heart. - Crosby, Stills, and Nash, Suite: Judy Blue Eyes 18. I was so much older then, I'm younger than that now. - Bob Dylan
“Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much. ― Oscar Wilde
I hold him down. In the dim light we are reduced to naught but flesh and sweat and bone. His eyes, such sad eyes, they don't meet mine. I will coax pleas out of him, tenderly, as the words mesh with the fan's whirr and become inextricable. Outside, it is raining. Here he is not Sunggyu. Here he is soft.
I don't hate him. I forgive him, consecrate him, loathe him in the dark as the cars screech and the others sleep with jagged nails and indiscriminate teeth and slick fingers to soothe the hurt and inflame the hunger that hollows his lips. The spilled words are empty ones. Empty like your falsetto. Your comeback should have been mine. You should have been mine. Ours. We were seven and now you are one and how did I miss the time in between? My fingers clench and I didn't mean to but you - he - whimpers a pleasured whimper and I laugh as if I love as I loathe and he scrabbles at my chest and begs.
I smile as you do not. You misunderstand my intentions. I intend reciprocity and I intend pain but instead you are selfish. You sate your hunger, miserly, quenching your thirst as I fist your hair and watch the seconds tick down to midnight and in that moment I understand. The mould has warped. Kim Sunggyu- you are Soft.
We go to our beds and the next morning, when I look upon you, the words are caked and dry in the sheets.
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