yeah i have a lot of trouble with socializing and i have a few friends who just bask in it lol so i know how much it hurts anon. you feel paranoid that you might be overthinking things but at the same time, you just feel so betrayed. the best advice i could offer you is that maybe you have really good taste in guys? and he bought you a drink! so that's something, you're not completely helpless :( i'd probably keep the guys that've caught my attention quiet next time