honestly yeah. i doubt myself a lot and have periods of rly low self-confidence but at the same time i can think i'm awesome lol. i feel that i am a 'solid' writer so to speak. then again part of why i like my writing is probably because i write things and have a writing style that i enjoy and prefer. others might not at all think i'm that good, but i don't think they'd think i suck either. that's what the 'solidness' is about. IDK i even making sense? i feel bad for being cocky even if we're all anon u_____u
i don't read fic so i can't really give an example. partially bec concentration issues + i read rly slow and there's other things i'd rather spend my time on. but even with fics i enjoy i always manage to find something they could have improved and tbh i sort of tend to stay away from goodfic writers and bnfs bec i don't like feeling inferior lol :I i can get so bitter and try to pick out all the small bad points from a good fic that i feel it's not rly worth it.
i know. i'm sure i could learn loads from reading more and reading talented peoples writing. and i hate that i can't stop comparing myself to other people and that i can't just let other people be good at something without feeling bad about myself. i feel that right now i just want to be alone and do my own thing and not think about what others are doing.
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