do you, omg ;; might i know you as well ;; i do! and it's exactly something so personal that i think you'd /have/ to put something of yourself in it to some extent at least! but yeah i see your point, it's something that if i wrote i could see myself getting sucked into and feeling like i would never be able to approximate my emotions and fully see through my personal point of view.

also i feel like sometimes with something like this, it can a bit of a hit-or-miss with people reading it (either relating or not), and if you've invested so much of yourself into it then it can feel like a reflection on your own experiences and self :c

at the same time, though, anon--i would gladly welcome further discussion!