i was watching 5dolls' new mv the other day and then ended up rewatching co-eds mvs and stuff and again realized i rly miss co-ed ;; i was rly into them/excited about them around their debut bec co-ed groups are rare and it was interesting and i enjoyed their concepts, especially the dystopian sci-fi-ish too late. (i were even mapping out an epic au at the time which i theoretically would like to continue but lbr nobody would care) i'm so pressed that ccm fucked them up and split them up in genderseparate subgroups (sort of defies the idea of a coed group you'd think u___u) and all the general mismanaging and fuckery that is ccm. i wish they had promoted more as a full group and gotten more (and better) concepts so they just hadn't faded out like this.

then again a lot of the fuckery ccm wasn't even responsible for, even if i tell myself we don't actually know anything about the alledged bullying it was hard bec chanmi was always my fav, and i still can't rly look at any of them without getting a bad taste in my mouth u___u not to mention the whole kangho episode, i'm so glad he left ugh even if we don't actually have any facts abt that either

tl;dr i wish co-ed had been a better co-ed, with members that i actually cared abt/could actually stan and good concepts and good management u____u (and maybe a better english name bec it's pretty stupid lbr) all i can do is sit here lonly and think abt what could have been u___u