yeah, but i feel a lot of responsibility to get married and have a kid etc etc because that's what i've always assumed i'll do and it's not like i'm opposed to it? i honestly act like i don't care most of the time and am pretty casual about it but ):

noooooooooooooooo. i don't think i've ever said "by the way i'm bisexual" to her before i've just never hid it either haha ;; every now and then i feel like MAYBE i could date her and MAYBE it would work out but i feel like it would never be long term and permanent and she deserves someone who is so much better than me