GOD it would have been so fucking glorious, just rip my heart out and stomp on it kind of glorious. i always want fic on hoya and i always want yadong and i always want sexuality exploration fic but if it'd been written by qp then it would've been the fic to end all fic ;____; i want it so badly but it'll never exist

are you an est anon??? i feel like i might know who you are but this is a REALLY ridiculous hour for est anons so i certainly hope you aren't who i'm thinking of